Need and Want

When you need me but do not want me, then I'll stay. When you want me and no longer need me, then I have to go. It's rather sad really, but there it is

Done

IF A GIRL UNDERSTANDS YOUR BULLSHIT, STICKS THROUGH YOUR MISTAKES, SMILES WHEN YOU HAVE DONE NOTHING FOR HER, IT'S OBVIOUS SHE IS A KEEPER. BUT ITS ALSO OBVIOUS THAT YOU DON'T DESERVE HER!

Somebody Do The Math

Is it possible that the feeling of love and hate towards someone/something grow simultaneously? Or would it cancel each other out and left you with no feelings?

I am terribly confused. Love to hate, hate to love. or is it indifferent?


But why is this adoration and sometimes hatred turns inside?

Pardon the Way I Stare

I need to pause my life. Or maybe, live in a slow motion mode. Or just stop. 

My reality and my dreams are clashing. With a loud BANG! Its like me against the world again.


p/s: To that someone, if you are reading this, please understand that I need to be alone. I don't need your msges/ calls/ likes on FB and etc. Sometimes, its better to be alone than to stress myself with u**l*** people who don't even deserve to be an issue in my life. Thanks 

Laugh and Cry. Live and Die

Whoaa! *puts both hand up in the air* I am guilty for neglecting this for what seems like aeons.!

So yes, I've definitely been MIA. At least online :)

So, what brings me back to blogosphere? Hmm..

I realised its new year already and every year I let my new year go without any serious resolution. This year, nothing has change much. I do not want to have any expectations out of this new year. 

I stopped making resolutions quite some time ago. It was either because I was too busy to want to resolve on doing something, or I was just afraid that I would not be able to fulfill them. 

Having resolutions somewhat raises expectations a few bars up. It may not necessarily be an obvious evil, but sometimes, that's what makes life so difficult to enjoy. 

So, this year, I just want to laugh more, live more and learn more. I leave the rest for Allah to decide. Amin

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L

A Letter To My Husband To Be Part 1

Assalamualaikum wbt,

My dear " Adam",

You don't have to drive any BMW or Mercedes or Skyline to be gorgeous. Be an Imam in prayers. That's how I define gorgeous. You don't have to have a nice voice and hush me with lovely songs to woo me. Recite the Kalamullah, Al-Quranul Kareem. That's how I would melt. You don't have to be rich to love me. But if you have all the above, it is from Allah. I would still love you anyway

Sincerely,

Your Love

"Hawa"

Worth it

When it's over, thats when we hit the ground again.

Holiday was fantastic. Alhamdulillah, Allah for the opportunity. Now, I'm back in the office trying to be useful for the company and to myself.