Wednesday, 2 November 2011

Dearest You




Dearest You,

I always take time. I take time to learn something, I take time to do something, as most of the time I will only do things that I like first, I take time to search for lost things, I take time to heal, and also, I take time to love. I always take my own sweet time where all these things are concerned. I do things I love the most first, and the rest will be done at my own sweet time.

I told you; I take time to love. I take so long that at times, by the time I’m actually in love, that person is gone, long gone.

I’m glad you’re here to know what I feel right now. I’m so glad you aren’t gone, and that you were patient enough to know that this feeling can exist, will exist, even if I do take my own sweet time.

You should know one thing though, that I never did intentionally take time. I just do. Don’t know why.

I came to realize, like really realize that I can never do without you the last time you came. For some reason, I felt closer to you than ever. I don’t know if it was the distance the entire month before that made me feel that way, but it definitely felt better; stronger.

I guess I came to realize that we were more than just a couple; and that we are actually friends. Good friends, in fact. I came to realize that there were so many things we could talk about and that we could talk everyday, and it still didn’t bore us; or at least I wasn’t bored anyway. I also realized that despite the constant arguments and bickering sessions we had and still have; we do really care about each other.

I guess I’ve known that I love you for quite some time now. But of late, I just discovered how much. And now, I want you to know.

Love, Me

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