Priority.
1. The fact or condition of being regarded as more important, a thing regarded as more important than others.
Sometimes we make other people our priority. But we often make that mistake where we hope that they would reciprocate by making us theirs as well.
And, ys, I am fed up and this must be because I am tired (of everything).
I need to breathe deeply before I explode.
Wednesday 29 February 2012
Tuesday 28 February 2012
Please Tell Me..
That i am in a good hand? Just convince me that I am not wrong. I will love you with all of my heart and soul, I will give you everything you need.
Should I wait till one day, you turn yourself against me, and I will be left alone and heartbroken? That's all i need.
Will you be my kindest and most loyal entourage? You wont leave me bruised, and you wont let me walk alone without you right?
If you promise me to, then I will get you out of the shelf :).
Awak cantik sangat la kasut!
Should I wait till one day, you turn yourself against me, and I will be left alone and heartbroken? That's all i need.
Will you be my kindest and most loyal entourage? You wont leave me bruised, and you wont let me walk alone without you right?
If you promise me to, then I will get you out of the shelf :).
Awak cantik sangat la kasut!
Monday 27 February 2012
Random Moments
In life, there are random moments like these.
These moments when we feel like we've been reading someone like a book. So much so that we feel like we know them, though we don't. But we still feel some kind of connection, somehow.
And we find ourselves wondering - what the hell happened?
And realise that it really is none of our business.
So, the only thing left to do is to wish them well and have courage that they will take things better than we ever could. Simply because they can, no matter how they plan on doing it.
These moments when we feel like we've been reading someone like a book. So much so that we feel like we know them, though we don't. But we still feel some kind of connection, somehow.
And we find ourselves wondering - what the hell happened?
And realise that it really is none of our business.
So, the only thing left to do is to wish them well and have courage that they will take things better than we ever could. Simply because they can, no matter how they plan on doing it.
Sunday 26 February 2012
The Memory Keeper
Its monday morning and here I am in the office. I do not know what is causing me to not want to go out for breakfast this morning as i normally would but I have faith that it is a good reason, whatever it may be.
Everytime I go online, it's like I have a thousand words all ready in my head.
It's just sometimes, I find myself I am lost for words despite those 1000 words. I am in a reflecting mood. I am reflecting all that I have done in the past years, way back to those times when I started to remember. I am a memory keeper.
After all these days perhaps couple of weeks I have been away from my blog, I have come to realise more and more that I am a memory keeper and that I have this storage in my head whose capacity I cannot gauge. There is so much in here (my head), I’m not sure whether I love it or hate it at this point.
Point is, I am in a reflecting mood. I am thinking of all I have said and done and I wonder about how it has affected people, in general.
So, now that I am here, reflecting and remembering oh so many things, I would like to apologise for all that I have said and done. Because I am sure that there are other memory keepers out there as well who simply cannot forget or let go of what I have said to them or any wrong I have done to them. Intentionally or not.
Memory keeper needs to get back to work right now because memory keeper was not paid to think of memories at work. Memory keeper is way random today. Way random.
After all these days perhaps couple of weeks I have been away from my blog, I have come to realise more and more that I am a memory keeper and that I have this storage in my head whose capacity I cannot gauge. There is so much in here (my head), I’m not sure whether I love it or hate it at this point.
Point is, I am in a reflecting mood. I am thinking of all I have said and done and I wonder about how it has affected people, in general.
So, now that I am here, reflecting and remembering oh so many things, I would like to apologise for all that I have said and done. Because I am sure that there are other memory keepers out there as well who simply cannot forget or let go of what I have said to them or any wrong I have done to them. Intentionally or not.
Memory keeper needs to get back to work right now because memory keeper was not paid to think of memories at work. Memory keeper is way random today. Way random.
Thursday 9 February 2012
Everybody's Changing
Reminiscence.
I began today with reminiscence. I probably will begin everyday with reminiscence from now onwards.
I left old songs to loop and eventually, I left Everybody’s Changing to play on its own.
It was such a long time ago. It has been so long since the last time I heard that song. But that doesn’t make the song any less important or less significant in any way.
Nice song, isn’t it?
It’s a wonder how songs can affect us and how some songs can tell us more stories about ourselves more than the rest. And although that chapter of my life has now passed, I still remember some things every time it plays. Hmm.
Moving on. Work has been kind of hectic of late. I have been sleeping a lot and have trouble waking up every morning. The weather is to blame, of course. It gets so cold at night that the only thing you can think of the moment the alarm rings is to snuggle deeper into your duvet because that seems like the right thing to do. Although it’ll cost you and you know it. We’re such weird creatures, don’t you think?
But be that as it may, we all change. And right now, everybody’s changing and I don’t feel the same.
But that’s okay. We’ll all change and we won’t feel the same. And that, we can’t control.
What we can determine, though, is whether for better or for worse.
I’d go for better, any time. Of course, dengan izin Allah. InsyaAllah ;)
I began today with reminiscence. I probably will begin everyday with reminiscence from now onwards.
I left old songs to loop and eventually, I left Everybody’s Changing to play on its own.
It was such a long time ago. It has been so long since the last time I heard that song. But that doesn’t make the song any less important or less significant in any way.
Nice song, isn’t it?
It’s a wonder how songs can affect us and how some songs can tell us more stories about ourselves more than the rest. And although that chapter of my life has now passed, I still remember some things every time it plays. Hmm.
Moving on. Work has been kind of hectic of late. I have been sleeping a lot and have trouble waking up every morning. The weather is to blame, of course. It gets so cold at night that the only thing you can think of the moment the alarm rings is to snuggle deeper into your duvet because that seems like the right thing to do. Although it’ll cost you and you know it. We’re such weird creatures, don’t you think?
But be that as it may, we all change. And right now, everybody’s changing and I don’t feel the same.
But that’s okay. We’ll all change and we won’t feel the same. And that, we can’t control.
What we can determine, though, is whether for better or for worse.
I’d go for better, any time. Of course, dengan izin Allah. InsyaAllah ;)
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