Believe It

Ever since I was a little kid I have ALWAYS believed that something BIG awaits me in the future. I don't know what it is but I don't think I've experienced it yet. I hope I'm not blindly being optimistic here. But I do know that God has something big and good in store for me, insyaAllah. Provided that I work and pray, of course.

p/s: Pisceans are very passionate but we are big dreamers. That scares me a little.

The Most Precious Thing

The World and all the things in the world are precious, but the Most precious thing in the world is my FAMILY.



Them





Abah

No matter how much older and more mature I've become, my father will always be my pillar of strength. He reminds me that a father's love is often silent, yet strong, unexpressed but felt greatest when we needed him most. I love you :)





Mama

If there is one person who would never stop loving us - that would be our mom. The start of our relationship with our mother is already so special - they risked their lives to bring us into this world. Dare we ask for a greater start?

My mother, is nothing less than spectacular. And I'm my mommy's girl. I dont know what I'll do without her. I love you :)



Nadia

We grew up and found comfort in knowing that although we are different, and can never be quite the same, we are who we are and love each other as is. And with you, I find comfort in the silence that engulfs us. :)





Najwa aka Minnie Mousey

You make my heart melt with your silly gestures and you make me think about all the things I have never thought of thinking. You inspire me to a point where I wonder where is the little girl have hidden. You teach me that love comes in many different forms. You make my heart soar :)





Naqiuddin & Nabil ( Elmy and Elmo)

I will never find brothers who will hug me in public, let me hold their hands when I'm walking in the mall, knock some sense in me when I need most sense, and protects me from all evil they could possibly proctect me from. Im blessed to have you guys.  ;)



Hopefully, I would be able to take care of them with as much love as they did me. I love all of you. I really, really do.

A Quarter and A Year

I was thinking earlier of how much FB effects our lives. I thought I knew how much, but apparently, it is a lot, lot more than I thought.

There are many reasons why we log on to FB. Some people find pleasure in uploading photos after photos of themselves and their daily activities. Some people love to tweet on FB. Some people spam other people's walls with nonsensical posts. Some check on their partners. Some flirt with other people's partners. And some others (like myself) are onlookers who like to stay on the outside looking in.

Considering the huge role that FB plays in our lives, it's really no wonder that most people can't function without it. For whatever reason it serves them. Because for people like me, one other huge role FB plays is to remind me of anniversaries, events and last but never least - BIRTHDAYS. I normally can't really remember my own.

And considering how terrible of a daughter/ sister/ friend I have been of late (that I have been so engrossed with my life aka work), I'm really surprised that some people remembered even without the aid of FB. Thank you for remembering me. Thank you for all the sweet and thoughtful wishes and prayers for me. I received phone calls and messages from friends whom I have not heard of in eons! I'm so thouched that they remembered me on my day and wished me well, despite my incessant silence and disappearance.

I know now that no matter what happens, there will be at least two handfuls of people who will genuinely be happy for my happiness and well- being.

It's amazing to be 26 ! Alhamdulillah. I am grateful that I have been given the oppotunity to stay on earth. To receive sweet revelations and to seek repentence.  I am grateful for people around me who love me ~ simply because of who I am, and not for who I try to be.

It's an amazing feeling.

Thank you Najwa, Naqi, Hairi for being one of the first to wish me. For sleeping past your bedtime (Hairi only, coz Najwa and Naqi doesnt sleep early, they are the Burung Hantu of the family) just so you could sing me a " Happy Birthday" song, only to be greeted with a groggy girl from the other side of the line (yes, I slept at 9.30pm)

And thank you, thank you and you. All for having super sweet and kind thoughts for me. Okay, I feel like crying. It's been a wonderful day! :) And I've had a wonderful life and rejoicing.

P/S: I am blessed with loving, happy, thoughtful family, my other half, bestfriends, good friends, friends,Ketua Pengarah,Big boss, colleagues, ex-students, ex-colleagues, surrounding me. I really wouldn't want it any other way.

True Love

" A woman's heart should be so lost in the love of Allah that a man has to seek Him in order to find her. And when he finds her, Allah will put love and mercy between their hearts and that is a sign of Allah's divinity, for those who truly belief".

Interesting quote dont you think?

Sometimes, we strive so hard to get someone we forgot that while we can plan our life, Allah has plans for us too. And indeed, Allah is the best planner :)

Behind Every

Behind every "Im Fine",
there's something wrong.

Behind every "it's ok,
there's a sense of belonging.

Behind every silence,
there's doubt.

Behind every lie,
there's pain.

Behind every "I Love You",
there's something that you want.

Behind every word you say,
there's anger rising.

Sometimes you have to accept what you get, because you can't change what's meant to be,
So, just put a big smile on your face, and pretend there's no pain at all or it will just hurt more.

Mom and Dad

" Love your parents. We are so busy growing up, we often forget they are also growing old".